LOVE ME OR HATE ME, I'M STILL GONNA SHINE: check no K!

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Slash me

there's a girl in my mirror crying toninght, and there's nothing i can say to make her feel alright
she said, she wish she saved all her tears for the man tore her heart apart so she can let him drown in there
she had ceased the crying suddenly, from that i knew her heart had turned to cold

then she smiled and smashed the mirror with her fist because starting today she's never look back

PSYCHO

Rabu, 30 Desember 2009
07.23

walaupun tanda-tanda penyakit mental gue ini jelas dan cukup sangat jelas untuk disadari sama diri gue sendiri, gue memutuskan untuk ga akan ke psikiater. adanya klo kesono gue jadi makin ada status gue gila dan mesti menjalani pengobatan padahal gue ini orang yang yakin dengan teori "let it flow dan g ush diinget2". tapi gue tetep aja mikirn hal yang negaaatif muluuu g pernah positif gt mulai dari pikiran pacar gue udah g sayang sm gue lah atau gue ragu di UN lahh dan yang parahnya pikiran ini membawa gue ke aktifitas-aktifitas yang ga bener, kea udah mulai selingkuh duluan dari cowo gue padahal belom tentu kan? di salah satu sisi gue saat lagi sadar kea skrg, ada sesuatu yang bilang kalo semua ini cuma sebuah gabungan dari pikiran semu gue, satu2nya cara ngilanginnyaa ya gue harus seneng2 aktivitas bnyak biar lupa dah well i dont wanna end up in prison or somewhere else because i've done stupid thing karena gue gila atau apa ya, gue g mau bikin org yang gue sayang sedih kea contohnya emak gue tadi pagiii. hmm gue selalu inget quote si fira tabrani pas dia tau gue mau mati "ping, lo tuh pinter masa depan lo tuh pasti ada, lo mesti bisa jaga diri lo baik-baik"yeep selain bikin gue gr, quote ini juga buat gue memikir 1000 kali untuk nelen pil sianida (sok nazi banget yaaa)